speaking of missing things..

i cannot shake st lucia. our honeymoon. seriously, something is mentally wrong (or right) with me.

it's just weird because it's totally uncontrollable. it's as if these feelings are running everything about me. i can't breathe without thinking about the wedding, or our honeymoon from last year. i sit here and am totally consumed. i want it all back. i want to do it all again.

i want to be in st lucia, sitting on a floaty in the pool.. lounging around. i want to do nothing. i want to be lazy. i want to hang out in the sun and drink stupid drinks with banana's in them, because everything in st lucia has banana's. i want to go eat dinner at the pier restaurant, and sit in the hot tub at midnight (when it's still hot out), hang out with our newly made friends (who are still our friends).. oh man, i just want to be there again. i want to be there right now. i am longing and feening for that trip again. i miss it. i miss everything about it.

am i losing it, or is this somewhat normal... cause i'm about to see how cheaply i can get so st lucia tomorrow.

being married has turned us into

EVEN BIGGER DORKS THAN USUAL!!!!!!!

do you know what we walk around doing all the time now? we put our married fists together, touch rings and say "wonder married powers... ACTIVATE!! FORM.. " and then we say something after the form part. you know like,"form... a super powered sea turtle!!!" and then i'll pretend like i'm turning into a sea turtle and i'll make sea turtle noises. seriously. we do this. except for when boyfriend says the form part- he says nasty boy things. and then i don't form and he says i'm not playing right.

i never knew it was possible to become more of a freaking nerd, but apparently we find new heights to reach daily. YAY for us!

our honeymoon was super fun, but...

is it wrong to wish that we had some of our friends there with us?

i mean, really. is that weird?

i think the main thing is that boyfriend and i do not lack alone, quality time together. we get plenty. every other weekend we don't have blake. so it's not like we have this longing to spend time alone with no one else around. we're definitely more the "WHERE ARE OUR FRIENDS?!?!?!" type of couple. so while the honeymoon was gorgeous, and amazing- we found ourselves wishing almost daily that we had some friends traveling with us. while it was so incredibly fun- we know that it would have been thirty times more fun with our friends. know what i mean?

thank the goddess that we met awesome couples there!! we really did too. we met some great locals that we spent TONS of time with- and we met some awesome couples on their honeymoons as well who were super fun and totally "our kind of people." :)