and yet another one of blake's baseball games has been cancelled. *sighs* this poor kid. he doesn't even realize that he's so excited about a league that just plain sucks. no, i'm not over the whole little league thing yet, at all. i got the pony baseball information kit in the mail. first thing it says on there- "we play competitive baseball." as opposed to little leagues "we are not a competitive league." okay really, i cannot even think about this topic without getting completely upset. i used to make fun of my sister for the decisions she would make in her life and how they revolved around achoo's baseball. now i am her. i have become my baseball pyscho sister. and i say that proudly. there has to be something i can do. cause the thought of blake playing this kind of "baseball" until he's 13 makes me want to throw up. and i totally hate puking! ew, gross!
i truly do adore the rain, but i miss the sun. i miss being warm. and tan. i think everyone looks better with some color. forget the pastly white crap, give me some brown- even if it's spray on. i totally want to mystic tan, but i don't want to do it on my face. is this possible? can i like run and duck when it's coming towards my head? does anyone here mystic tan, or spray tan, or color themselves with brown crayon?
what else? i don't think i've tortured boyfriend lately, so i'm sure i'm disappointing virgina belle. we are having dinner at jimmy's tonight and i'm sure i'll do something awful then! the best part is, i don't plan any of this.. it just comes naturally!