astrology and um.. happy pics!

this mercury retrograde is killing me. a friend just sent me my astrological chart and basically told me "good luck" with all the aspects i have going on. HA she said "...when the transiting planets of the Sun, New Moon, Mercury and Saturn are all visiting your 4th House (which represents home)...can you see where the focus is? Your home, roots and family..."

shocking.

then she mentioned something about some fucking planet creating "enormous tension between your home/personal life and your JOB."

yay for me.

there was more, but it all made way too much sense and it's too personal to post about here. ha, something that is too personal for my personal blog.

i don't like it when not happy blog posts stay up for too long. it's like they taint (i said taint) the atmosphere and bring people down. and i'm not about that at all! i like being positive and optimistic.. and even when things are upsetting me, or i'm not sure what road to take next or where i should go..... i always know that things will work out happily and for the best. and that i'll be a better person for the experience. the glass is pretty much always half full in my eyes.

so ... here's some stupid shit that makes me smile!!!

finding old pictures of blake and my best friend's daughter when they were just mini people


puppies!!!!!!!!!! cause who doesn't love a good puppy? oh yeah, people with no soul.


the beach. the ocean. the pacific. malibu. the waves. the smell. the sounds. the feel of sad underneath my feet. the water.


finding pictures of me and my sister where it looks like i'm naked in public. sweet.


and finding pics where my brother looks SO young and blake's hair is the best thing i've ever seen in my life. and then seeing that blake is wearing a belt and remembering that at that age he went through this phase where he would FREAK THE F OUT if he wasn't wearing a belt and his pants felt like they were slipping off.


this makes me laugh cause i am totally still the same (although i wish my stomach still looked that bad ass).. but hi, do you see the hat? it took everything in me NOT to buy it that day. no really. i'm not joking. i think i was about 19 here.


and apparently i haven't changed much, cause um.. this pic? yeah, it was like 2 years ago. no, i didn't buy that hat either. but i think i wanted too.


lots of other stuff make me happy. like having friends like all of you who are there for me when i really need you, and when you can't comment on my blog, you take the time to email me. so thank you. i really appreciate it. :)

look, another puppy!